[[MORE]]i’ll never be mor ethan a burden to anyone. i feel bad that i just started typing ot kendra all of the shit i felt and everything. i dont’ have anyone else to tell, i’m sorry for doing that to her. i’m stupid. i’m so sorry. now i’m sitting her stupidly crying. as usual.
[[MORE]]if you need a break from me dont’ fucking tel lme just do it god damnit! FUCK fuck everyone. i hate everything. sad;akldsdalsmasd FUCK THESE TEARS its not like anyone gives a shit anyways! i am nothing.
[[MORE]] and then she removed me, i said it a long time ago to someone i care about a lot. in the end all of my friends grow up and move on, they don’t need me, i’m just holding them back for my own selfish reasons. i will never replace anyone with anyone else, you’re all just a certain part of my heart and some i push away from for reasons depending on the person, sometimes...
[[MORE]]don’t you love how you can tell someone “no worries” and act like it’s cool but deep down you ache. fuck everything, i lost my best moirail ever. i guess she needs time to cool off or whatever or uhm feel better? i’m worried about her. i feel stupid being so worried but i mean she’s my friend and she’s really close even if she never felt like it. ...
i’m sorry all i ever do is complain here. sorry if i clutter your dash with stupid feelings. and stupid personal stuff.
a message to a friend who is too busy to remember...
i remember a long time ago you were surprised when i told you how i thought about you all the time, or missed you. you’re so busy these days you don’t have time for my asks or my skype messages, you never ever answer no matter what. it’s like i don’t exist. i remember when we used to have fun, i’d sing the words to a song wrong and we’d laugh, or we’d...
n3p3ta replied to your post: n3p3ta replied to your post: n3p3ta replied to… Yeah, sorry you know how my paranoia gets and how I’m scared people are gonna hurt me behind my back or lie to me. My emotions have been controlling me and I’ve been getting jealous over dumb stuff. If you want I can re-add you and explain things. do what you want, i can’t sleep.
n3p3ta replied to your post: n3p3ta replied to your post: n3p3ta replied to… Oh, mm I just didn’t want any problems to happen with us ever since we’ve both kinda had a bad past and i was thinking about it a lot I thought you disliked me or something so I didn’t wanna bother you and I avoided you fearing that. pff dork, if i hated you i would have told you, i promise. i told you 100% from...
n3p3ta replied to your post: n3p3ta replied to your post: i don’t know why you… Yeah, like.. I’m been getting paranoid about people doing things behind my back. We wont stop being friends! it’s just lately I feel like we haven’t been getting along or okay with eachother. And I’ve been venting to people and sigh I feel bad… haven’t been getting along? we haven’t talked since i...
n3p3ta replied to your post: i don’t know why you unadded me, or if you’re… We’ll talk again lately, it’s just me and you haven’t been okay because of bad pasts and paranoias and honestly i’ve been kinda mad at stuff and depressed at myself but I swear we can be friends again once things clear up okay? My emotions are wonky. pff wonky. no worries just know i haven’t forgotten about...
i don’t know why you unadded me, or if you’re upset with me, i’m not sure what i said or did? i’ve been really depressed lately even if it hasn’t seemed like it, i’m just good at smiling and pretending i’m okay i guess. if this is the end of our friendship, Eileen, i want you to find someway to always make yourself smile, and i’m sorry if something...
monokurohato asked: 0_~ Aw yeah, slothsexual 5ever *flops*
monokurohato asked: exoose me, is you mechasexual? ~Taur :3
((yeah this new mic sounds like i am in an empty...
it’s my birthday today! i am officially 21!
today is my last day of being 20! tomorrow i’ll be 21!
i made a typo now it's a quadrant.
unusualPopsicle: well she was in a mopirailigence with sollux in her timeline
unusualPopsicle: oh my god
unusualPopsicle: so fuckin done
Cabbit: new quadrant
unusualPopsicle(aka Blue): shape of a mop
Cabbit: it's a diamon with a mop stabbed through it
unusualPopsicle: so fucking done!
Cabbit: I CAN SEE IT.
Cabbit: wanna know why it's called that
Cabbit: bc they mop up your tears of feels
unusualPopsicle: no fuck you cabbit
unusualPopsicle: fuck you i am done.
Falcon: lord english x VCVS
unusualPopsicle: i read that as
unusualPopsicle: "lord english x VCR"
unusualPopsicle: and i was like
unusualPopsicle: "i ship it"
Falcon: he loves videos
i feel stupid faking a smile so muscles could goto bed unburdened because his stupid gf takes things that happen ic too far. [[MORE]]and now i’m sitting here crying and too depressed to even try and sleep. i hate myself i hate agreeing to making an rp account for him especially if i’m just going to end up blown off by my own boyfriend i just UGH UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH everything was...
Your sign's deepest secret.
disastermouse: linneac: hiccupartist: zodiaccity: Aries Taurus Gemini Cancer Leo Virgo Libra Scorpio Sagittarius Capricorn Aquarius Pisces wow astrology is real this is so accurate it’s scary got me pinned perfect.